A former play partner, who I’ll name KG, had a birthday a couple days ago.  I had my plans, which I won’t disclose here because they haven’t quite come to fruition yet.  The part I will tell is that I had a bought a new set of locks, because I really hate using locks in the submissive’s possession.  KG developed a rather deep interest in chastity belts – which is one of my major fetishes.

We smoked a bit of  weed (legal in Canada), and I’ll be honest, it screwed up my night a little too much because I’m a light weight.

Near the end, I confessed my then cancelled plans, and advised I would be back some time in the near future to finally put them into action.  He admitted that at one point, he was tempted to massage my feet through the evening.  I chastised him for not, and he then went to look for the massage oil.  I will admit that it felt exceptional to have someone touch my feet for the first time in felt like forever.  While he was doing it, I was mentioning how my feet felt as though they were thinner than they used to be.  He had at one point in the past put them in his mouth, so this was his idea at being able to determine if they were thinner.  Of course, this is silly – but I let him do it anyway.  I mean having my foot, in someone’s mouth is always a rush.

I had to leave though.

Once I got home, I told him to lock on the cb.

He’s been sending me some of the best messages since, I have to say.  Small sampling below.

“The feeling of how the device impacts my daily life, knowing You have the key and are in literal control of my male-ness, or personhood, not having any say or control over ones useless genitals.  All quite complex, exciting, terrifying, natural, and weirdly comforting on some level.  

Thank You for all that.”

“Yeah, the loss of control, not really knowing what’s in store, the dehumanizing feeling.  It’s a rush thinking about it all.  A very strange dream to have come true.”

“It didn’t meant to suggest that it had a preference or that there were things it preferred over others.  Suffering for entertainment, or correction is suffering for You and therefor impossible to feel conflicted about.  It is simply nothing more than or any less than serving You.”